To whom it may concern,

I am so sorry that you are under the impression that I give a damn. You have made your life choices, you don't like them? Change them. I have reached my bullshit quota for my life. Ask yourself, If I am sick of my own bs, what makes you think I care to deal about yours? I don't care.

So, next week I am getting my wisdom teeth removed. . . I plan to be so drugged up it will be fantastic! I am getting knocked out, I am paying extra for that. Brings me joy, much much joy.So from Thursday - Monday, I will only be consuming broth, water, and gatorade. I will also be rotting my brain with Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girls and Greys. Woo!

Its been my birthday for all of 50 minutes and my daddy has managed to insult me and degrade me within the first 24. THANKS dad.

I am coming to you live from the business center of the Hilton hotel in NYC. Cessa and I wre just at a bar where i saw the most beautiful man. if i was drunker and maybe more brave i would have hit on him. however, bravery or whatever is not a feature of the day perhaps tomorrow. either way i am so serisouly drunk it is a beatiful thing. absolutely fucking beautiful.

i hope you all have a fantabulous weekend. i am going to continue my unsober weekend.

xoxo
Stepha

I try.. I really do try to move on and get over him. I DO. I TRY. Then we have nights like tonight and its just like damn it.

Damn it!